Have you been feeling like your joy isn't full because what makes up the pillars of your happiness hasn't manifested yet? I'm always quickly burdened with emotions that I hastily forget what God has done for me. A lot is happening so fast, people getting married, leaving the country, vibing with boyfrens as they are watered lavishly with cash (I quickly run to these because it's the only glistering achievements for a lady of my age, as I had imagined growing up). God has been faithful to me this year, but because I didn't get any from that box, I lost focus on my answered prayers fast (so much for a selfish brat!). During the week, as usual, my sadness was burning those around me. I wasn't angry, but my confusion was burning into saddened fumes. It took a phone conversation on a loudspeaker to knock me off this insanity. Curious to know? Here; It hit me that we are not all on the same timeline, and like I had referenced my dad in a previous blog post, "G...
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