Have you been feeling like your joy isn't full because what makes up the pillars of your happiness hasn't manifested yet?
I'm always quickly burdened with emotions that I hastily forget what God has done for me. A lot is happening so fast, people getting married, leaving the country, vibing with boyfrens as they are watered lavishly with cash (I quickly run to these because it's the only glistering achievements for a lady of my age, as I had imagined growing up). God has been faithful to me this year, but because I didn't get any from that box, I lost focus on my answered prayers fast (so much for a selfish brat!).
During the week, as usual, my sadness was burning those around me. I wasn't angry, but my confusion was burning into saddened fumes.
It took a phone conversation on a loudspeaker to knock me off this insanity.
Curious to know? Here;
It hit me that we are not all on the same timeline, and like I had referenced my dad in a previous blog post, "God answers some people's prayers quickly because they need it more than the others" hear me out, God isn't partial. He makes the rain fall on both the thirsty and filled. He loves you so so much that He'll not leave you hanging dry, although he would attend first to those chocking.
I had thought my contentment would be in the conscious presence of the things I had imagined for myself, just exactly how.
The truth is, contentment is in the Knowledge that God loves me/you, and as long as He does, ALL will come. Not how you had imagined or expected, but if you're true to yourself, you'd affirm this.
This post is not a "CUT-OFF" or a "NEW YEAR, NEW ME" post. I want to share my difficulties as I encourage you as well. I want you to know that I struggle too.
On this note, I would like you to know that I started a social media agency business 'HENRIQUETTA' (cheers to that!), and it's been overwhelming. However, I promise to still fill your teacups in 2022 because I am committed to you.
Cheers to the end of a beautiful year! 🥂🥂
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